Monday, November 19, 2018

"The journey home to god is what life is about." --Harold Klemp

Omg you've got to check out this pic of grant eating a cookie my grandmother baked! She doesn't have a camera phone but maybe she will find my blog and movement will collapse like a heart! maybe

Lucas and I went to the bar 'spilt milk'! We thought that there might be[er] dancing. it is okay that there wasn't! We couldn't find the singles either but that isn't a big deal! 



Monday morning contortions. Doing yoga this monday morning felt like a contortion and I want yoga to be for me. So I stayed in bed until I wanted to wash the freckles off my face like underwear. Underwhere? ahahaha. Lol happy monday, followers. 

Tuesday, November 13, 2018

TOTALLY FORGoT!

Totally forgot about the emancipatory stretch I completed this morning! The tender tug on my pelvic region unbound the most the most precise orgasm of my life! It was so cool! all before eating my cereal! You cant make this shit up. Stretching really is awesome and cool! And totally normal!

"[redefine] the experience of religion... spiritual tools needed to walk one's own journey home to God" -- Harold Klemp

Look at these escalators! A gateway to a gateway to a gateway, tumbling upwards! 

me bein' all cute in my room. I love undressing in the winter because i am not discarding.  

Lovely tea with lovely grant. love.

Tuesday, November 6, 2018

“Heaven isn’t a place, it’s a state of consciousness.” -- Harold Klemp


ufffff if I was a crust punk anarchist I could bask in the anthropocene instead of taking selfies at my labor for currency :P




Tuesday, October 30, 2018

Happy Halloween: "A short session where we meet with the divine." - Harold Klemp

My party people, I am back! Returned from a spiritual journey! (this is my friend gary nix!)

Here is a photograph I took, a "screen shot", of my computer screen. A handsome photo of my young self, I must say.

Chanhassen, MN!!!!

& a really good defense for reading Yi Sang (not like he needs one!). 




I am afraid that my return from intense spiritual engagement has asked more questions than it has answered (haha what's new). But any way, check out this neo-pantheist unity, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EpQtwZW1Y7s! Go Harold! Go Rosa Luxemberg!


I have also considered returning to social media(/order) via my former twitter account! HA! I drafted a tweet about my Kafkanian nightmares and their mutation to ornately coded sex dreams! until i heard two men on the street referencing a mutually observed cyber identity's "reblogging"; which I used in support of my argument for blogging this content. xoxo, im back. 

Monday, July 23, 2018

"What prepares you for a true path of God? The experiences of life." - Harold Klemp

Been thinking a lot about this since the loss of my love (Jeff). It has been hard for me, but I know that I am coming out ahead. Not to propose that it is impossible for each of us to come out of this in prosperity or that for I to enlarge jeff must stay static of degrade, but i bet my goodreads is way hotter than jeff's. (fuck off jeff) (see previous post as to why jeff can fuck off, btw shake spear and yeats totally are for old boring lame people, jeff) 
pic of me at the bbq that lucas took. LUCAS IS HOTTER THAN YOU, JEFF. 

Thursday, July 19, 2018

Love, love, love , love crazyyyyyyy love.

"I can hear her heartbeat from a thousand miles" -VM 

It has been long day.  Just this past day I stumbled into the work of a fellow blogger, and let me tell you, i was a fan of his content! He has three blogs, a god damn marvel alone ( it is really two he is up his ass thinking he has three). His first blog is of all of the books he reads! he reads a bunch of shake spear and yeats! Im like woah! how often do you find a cultured gentleman? His second blog is of he recounting all of the concerts he has attended! And he loves rock and roll! me too! (he saw black flag after henry rollins ruined them and he thought henry rollins was dumb, lol! ) (his third piece of shit of a blog is him alphabetizing all of the concerts he has seen while including hyperlinks to the previously mentioned blog). I'll admit, i fell in love. HARD. and then, im reading each of his posts like a starving lion feeding on a gazelle-- to find his memory of seeing sonic youth and neil young! 

Jeff said sonic youth sucks. Guess what jeff, you can fuck right off. Fuck off, jeff.


https://thestubcollection.wordpress.com/2018/04/21/neil-young-crazy-horse-with-sonic-youth-and-social-distortion-3-9-1991/

(fuck jeff) 

I'm BAckkkkkkk !!





Pic of me looking at the computer that I took on the photobooth! I'm back on my bloggin! Been away but only to gather new content! (see my next post!)

Thursday, July 5, 2018

“It’s about freedom, joy, and wisdom. It’s all about divine love.” - Harold Klemp

"...the quality of randomness, spontaneity, surprise, unexpectedness and irrationality in our lives is a very precious thing. And if you suppress that to have a nice orderly life, you kill off what's most important." ( this is tj and his gerlfriend, joan. I think they are cute together and i like how tj got all dressed up. His jeans ripped to the press of his thigh. Gosh, i bow like a militia without reinforcement for his legs)  


Monday, July 2, 2018

Happy Monday!

"The youth will never understand what the mall was to us" - Seph Lawless


"What is it like to be a rich hippy?" - an off camera voice to neil young as he lays in the grass of his ranch babbling about the sound of the mountains or some shit

"Love Is a Many-Splendored Thing"


"Love, truly, makes the world go around."

"In fact, a capacity to love is the very quality that attracts a seeker to the Mahanta, the Living ECK Master. "



"Love is a golden thread."   -- Harold Klemp

("grab his ass" - i thought at the tasty freeze)

Tuesday, June 26, 2018

LIFE GUARD ON DUTY

for reference

This is me and my sisters hunk and my hippy aunts hippy partner randy, he got me a moon calendar. 

sitting by the walden pond is boring

I went to elementary school w 1/2 of this adorable couple. I found this picture of them kissing on facebook.com. I bet they had a lovely time kissing, but like tbh kissing for the camera FREAKS me out. I would totally kiss my sisters hunk boyfriend. 

okay, i work on the 7th floor of a big and tall building and this bug was on the window that i like to look out! fraught! shaking! and all i could do was watch this little body quake until the ineluctable buckling of their little legs:_(

more kissing hehe

Monday, June 25, 2018

sorry not sorry

LOL OMG this was suppose to be the content of my last post! this one is a little bad! thank gosh my mother doesnt read my blog (R-O-T-F-L-M-F-A-O) (rolling on the floor laughing my f******* a** off)

"Once an artist creates a true structure, then divine love can pour into it and make it a living thing of beauty." - Harold Klemp

I love art and my friends and I am super thankful that my [blog] followers are so patient with me! has really been a busy week! Holy crap!


Tuesday, June 19, 2018

"Begin with the love you have. Love gratefully. This love expands your heart into greater vessel which can hold more love." - Harold Klemp

 It is June and that means the roses are in full bloom! Things just don't get much more beautiful than this! "Summer! Summer! Summer!" - East High student body


Thursday, June 14, 2018

PSA

Dunking Donuts has four sizes of coffee. Small, Medium, Large.... and Extra Large.  

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tK12Yt-Pj5M

Wednesday, June 13, 2018

wasted youth (for mable)

I was approached by a long time reader of my blog inquiring if I accepted submissions. Before I could answer with delighted affirmation-- she jettisoned the thought clouding her conditions, "What the fuck is up with 'Wasted Youth'? Not the la punk band, the goth band." ( I felt truly honored that she sought my investigatory skill set, I would appraise my use of maneuvering wikipedia to the highest regard.)

For the past two days I have been rifling literature, first and third hand accounts of performances, and deeply hanging out with the archived music available to me. Thanks to the many bloggers alike who have written on the group and the subject, I really don't know too much about goth music nor would I be able to articulate cannon of music that would turn the heads of black hair, eye lined rock and rollers, but these are my thoughts none the less ~~~~~


The timeline of alternative music and counter culture identities in the UK place Wasted Youth among many groups and ideologies that have transcended their time. This, dominating geohistories, and the operation of the Los Angeles based punk band under the same name have contributed to the recycling of their name without homage.

The group was based out of the East London's Canning Town amongst the predominate Oi! and Mod Revival scenes, sharing the same venue/pub/record label, Bridge House. The group's presence was welcomed here as the bassist, Darren Murphy, was the son of owner Terry Murphy.

The groups enshrinement is a bit peculiar. Their largest contemporary following is amongst goth fans with cult tastes, lending to their goth classification, despite the group predating the category. Their early recordings do not elicit a goth association and paradoxically the influence they took from the likes of the The Velvet Underground and even Black Sabbath outshine the simple alignment with the development of canonized UK punk. Wasted Youth's doomy sounds and poetic lyrics that bend gender and sexuality (intermixed with tunes embedded with a conservative set of societal values) posed them as a darker alternative to the more recognizable (in 2018) Bauhaus and Joy Division.  

The group disbanded after three years in 1982, not before producing three records and experiencing success on the UK indie charts. 

There isn't all too much out there beyond simple histories written by fanatics of the group. Personally, with the consideration that I have been exposed to more politically obtrusive bands, do not find anything super neato in their music. Some of their stuff is pretty good, Jealousy is my favorite (https://youtu.be/3pXnZdy5U1Q), but overall, I probably won't find myself listening to them again. i dont really listen to any goth music, but i do believe there is something to enjoy in them. 

This one was for mable.




James Von Suutekh, Wasted Youth- Wild and Wandering (Bridge House Records, 1981) (2011) accessed 13 June 2018 http://plunderthetombs.blogspot.com/2011/12/wasted-youth-wild-and-wandering-bridge.html

Jon Dennis, Old Music: Wasted Youth- Jelousy ( The Guardian, 2011) accessed 13 June 2018 https://www.theguardian.com/music/2011/sep/28/old-music-wasted-youth-jealousy

Penguin, Wasted Youth - Bridge House Records - 1981, accessed 13 June 2018 https://killyourpetpuppy.co.uk/news/wasted-youth-bridgehouse-records-1981/

"if you have preyed on innocence, you will fall prey" - man is the bastard